Just gonna copy and paste this from my twitter.
Hey so just putting this out there so people know why I've been inactive for so long along with the constant poofing I usually do. My home situation's been pretty shitty for a while now, but it's been real bad since last October. There's been a lot of arguing, screaming matches, and fights going on at home to the point even I had to get involved in trying to stop the fights from getting worse. It got to a point I had to call the police to stop a really bad fight while having a giant panic attack.
My anxiety and depression have been flaring up because of all of this making me always feel too tense, frustrated, and scared to really want to focus or continue with anything I was drawing. It makes me shut down and just not want to do anything except just sleep.
Me and my family are working towards a possible solution for all of this cause it's affecting all of us, but progress has been really slow. I'm trying to push myself towards doing more for myself, but the mix of mental issues and constant stress just takes away my energy.
Even now I'm feeling anxious just writing all this stuff up because another big violent fight always has a chance of coming up, and I just don't want to face another worthless screaming match. I hate living like this and I'm just beating myself up for not doing anything.
I want out. I fucking hate it here. I just want to have some goddamn peace and quiet in my own home so I can actually do ANYTHING without any worry, and it feels like I'm just going to be stuck living like this. I wish I was able to just leave and start a new life.
I'm sorry for putting out all this negative stuff on your feeds if you're looking, but I wanted to let people know why I've been so dead for so long if they were wondering about me. I'm probably not gonna be active after this post either. Hope you're all safe and happy.